I don't know what it is but these last few days have been the happiest I have felt in a while. Maybe it's because I'm living every day for myself. Scratch That! I AM living every day for Jenell, trusting God's plan and plus these natural curls and skin is poppin again!
Every morning I have all these thoughts and dreams for JNicole Events. I'm actually able to combine all three of my loves into one (writing, photography and event planning). It's a beautiful place to be in and all I can say is thank you!
Last year was truly a test in my faith with everything that was going on mentally, physically and emotionally. I didn't want to be a bothersome to my family and friends about my issues but later realized that's what they are here for. To my family and friends: You will never get rid of me, there's only one Jenell Nicole.
Once I was able to let go of the pain and give him control, OH MY GOD, I see what you were preparing me for. One of the beautiful things about event planning is that you are helping to bring someone's dreams to reality but how can you do that if you are not living yours? We have to be patient and realize that it's okay to be in the black and white stage. It will all come to light right before our eyes.
But let me tell you, if I didn't go through my s***(I don't curse) last year, I wouldn't be able to do any of this today. Give it time and be okay with the mistakes that you make in this process because it's only preparing you for what is next.
Today's Assertion: I am worth the mistakes, I am worth the wait and for that, the hustle won't stop.